A few days down, my mind wandered off to unexplored ruins
and returned with tales galore. I felt,” What is the point of everything? Why
are we here on Earth? A part of a whole? Or just pure randomness?”. A mid-life
existential crises, you might think. But “mid-life” seems to have come faster
than seems normal. If everything is pointless, then there is no meaning to our
lives. No value. We might as well commit suicide.(No need to call the hotline.
Pure philosophical digging.) Then, inspiration strikes. WIKIPEDIA! I find a
little someone called Albert Camus. He reached a conclusion faster than me,
apparently. So Existentialism exists
already. What a pun. And Absurdism too. If true exists, so does false. If light exists, so does darkness. Such dualisms
he presents. He might as well have called it “Life”-ism. So my dear Albie, if mortality exists(and since you reject
nihilism with such fervor), so does immortality? Then, I wandered off to
Murakami’s “Kafka on the shore” and between cats talking and cows mooing and me
sleeping, he introduced me to the concept of astral projection. Japanese
culture. Simply put, the “soul”, again not being a nihilist at the forefront
but believing a soul exists, is separate from the physical body and, with
enough will power, can separate itself and wander off to a French café in
Champs de Elysees, while you are soundly sleeping back home in Mumbai. Or while
being completely conscious. An orgy would be so much simpler, if astral
projection were true. Multiple orgasms for man. Whew. This has been achieved by
a lot of yogi’s and a lot of authors(Travels by Michael Crichton). The astral
projection part, not multiple orgasms.(They might have. I wasn’t there,
thankfully. Asaram Bapu, any inputs?)Finds mention in the Bible, no less. St.Paul. And here I was down
in the dumps thinking that Nicolas Flamel was the only one who lived a lot
longer than other humans. 700 years, wasn’t it, JKR? So, here on now, all my
effort would be to try and bend a spoon with only my mind. Or try to invade someone
else’s mind like Professor X. Apparently, he was capable of astral projection
as well. Surprise, surprise. I would return with more interesting stories if I
achieve this feat. But, why would I tell you, when I can tell your greatn-grand-children?
Ciao, mere mortals. Oh wait, I am going to make this into a musical. Sing
along. This one’s titled “Nirvana”.
This relentless assault of nature,
Tears frozen in half.
A dangling sword upon my neck,
Yet, a wry smile upon my mouth.
Are you going to kill me, I asked,
Oh yes, for sure, He said.
Better make it slow and painful then,
For I am here and alive.
Sun, shine, and snow, upon my cheek,
Flash by in a second,
As His Evil Laugh proliferates,
I disappear in Transcendence.